padaippakam

படைப்பகம்

a home for creation

photographed by nautica simone ‘23

oor pogum megankal

batik on cotton

2023

3 x 2 ft

the clouds that go home is a piece that was created for the queer tamil collective oor exibition 2023 marking the 40th memorial of the riots of 1983 black july in sri lanka. through a series of interviews with my mother, a survivor i created this piece as a prayer on hope.

my mother says “we are the tamil people living far from our mother on this land of ice and snow. we call upon the clouds as our messenger. our kisses sent through the clouds land on our mother’s cheeks. the stories she carries return to us as memories.” for those like me who’ve never really lived there, it is in these memories that we know home.

interview of my mother sivavathani prabaharan recounting the events of 1983

manal

35mm film photograph

2023

jaffna

barefoot

under the beating sun

scorched by the

red hot earth

three generations scream

- of laughter

as we race

to return

home

refuge(es)

invocation

mixed media installation

2023

photographed by nautica simone ‘23

this piece was a site specific installation created for the sacred geometries and paralell portals show.

this piece features hand made adornments creating a site for invoking a prayer that brought together the lands that i come from, and the lands that i call home. a noteable part of this piece was bringing together the seashells from ocean on the jaffna coast as well as abalone shells, and the soil from my mother land as well as the soil from here.

untitled mask, ceramics, 2024

ஃ therefore, therefore ஃ

batik and beadwork on cotton

2023 - 2025

this piece is a prayer on being. batik, and beadwork both sacred and inuative practices of convening with the divine. this piece is one of revival and relationship to land, body, and spirit.

created with the support of the cue grant, this piece was first shared in the ‘we have always been here, we will always be here’ group show guest curated by kikeyah alina at toutoune gallery.

photographs by chris kaputo